I will apologize in advance for the sheer randomness of this post, my head is literally spinning because I haven't written in so long just being able to sit for a few minutes and unleash all the madness in my crazy head is very refreshing (although a little confusing to read)
Well, It looks like I will be taking GACE content exam in Middle Grades Math, on October 15th, so I can try to qualify for a 6th grade math position. Which I think will be lots of fun! ((PRAY))
I'm really hoping it all works out, I know my life right now feels somewhat at peace, I'm slowly learning to be content in all situations, and for me and my imperfect and impatient self, that's really very hard. And I've always heard there is calm before the storm, so I'm sort of bracing myself for whatever impact may be coming ...
I've started having the greatest desire to tell everyone about Cannon Community, where I served in Haiti this summer, my goal is to help them in any way I can to become self sufficient. Which at this point basically means getting them the financial help they need to purchase building supplies for a chicken coop. Which here seems something trivial, in Haiti it will make a world of difference!
I have also come to the conclusion that as much as I want to be a wife and mother, that it isn't a right, it's a priviledge; and it may not be something that God grants me in this lifetime. Slowly letting go of that selfish desire is probably one of the hardest things I have had to do in my life. Especially when my heart's desire has always been to be a wife and mother. I realized in Haiti this summer, that I can love like a mother and never have children of my own.
Well, that's all for today.
-Char
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